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unascertained
02:17
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It seems
That life has turned out harder than I planned since I was 13
No stress, no bills, no worries
No surveys, telling nobody how I feel
I drive, I have a job, I have someone at home who loves me dearly
That should be enough
But standards set too high have dug me in this hole that I cant climb out of
Just a few feet short
What happened to the doctor telling me I’d be 8 feet tall, taller than the wall
It’s all bullshit
Or it seems to be
I could be wrong, I could be a fool
But show me how I can make things change for good
Show me the way back home
Just show me the way
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Just show me the way
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Curled up in the shower
I really miss your embrace
I’ve been in there for hours
And I really just need to see your face
You never told me that you
Had all this on your plate
So now I’m curled up in the shower
Until the skin melts off my face
Your touch
Your scent
Your uncanny cadence
Has me reeling
Curled up in the shower
Flurries of thoughts in my head
Been in there for hours
And I just cant reach my bed
You never told me that you
Saw the same stars as me
So now I’m curled up in the shower
Until you open your eyes and see
Your touch
Your scent
Your uncanny cadence
Has me reeling
Curled up in the shower
Reduced to a skeleton
Been in there for hours
Nobody has checked in
“You never told me that you
Lived all alone inside your head”
So now I’m curled up in the shower
and I might as well be dead
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lapse in judgement
02:01
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a single view
straying from a single phrase
you can't always be right and neither can i
we are different
a keyboard is what you're bound to but i guess that you gotta do
what you gotta do
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my devices
02:47
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until then
i left with my only devices
new revelations every week
i seem to find myself in a cycle of feeling let down and brought back up from the constant shift in feelings
at this point i’m just waiting for you to jump the gun like i would
you’re a much better person than i
and i only think of me myself and i
its not the best way to live
but i need a better sense of loneliness
i wanna drive to clear my mind but my car is broken down
my car is wrecked
i wanna feel the touch of a lover’s skin but all i feel is alone in this town
for now i will remain asleep until the opportunity i have been waiting for years for finally arrives at my doorstep
until then
until
until then
i'm left with my only devices
until then
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6. |
painting with glue
04:08
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knocked the glue
on the floor
and told you how its gotta be
you’re the other party
but i gotta make this decision for me
faked a smile
so no one would know
i took the bus
to where i felt home
spent my dollars on all i know
watching Community
is the only sense of community i feel
i don’t feel real
wandered off
to my bliss
my only distraction
and its not the best
kept me safe
felt like home
my only distraction
my selfish mind
my selfish mind
watching Community
is the only sense of community i feel
it's all for real
watching Community
is the only sense of community i feel
i don’t feel real
took you down
from the wall
to prove to myself
im stronger after all
im stronger after all
your memories
they still haunt me
even though you’re gone
but im moving on
im moving on
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#wastemytime2k18
03:29
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i spend most evenings
staring at the wall
begging the stale air to provide me
with some kind of warmth
cus youre not there
these songs are all i have
to remind me of the pain that i was brought
my 70s record player shifts its pitch up and down
and it reminds me of the change in your tone
you did alot of good for me
but its clear enough to see
the better half of 2 years was spent unhappy
i spend most evenings
talking to myself
remind the coward inside
that everything's alright
i’m done with being on a leash
i don’t deserve this
no one deserves this
wake up call
time to go
open your eyes
i’m sick of hearing your name every time you come up
and i don’t want to
no i don’t want you
my supports are strong
and i’ve got to move along
without you
and you should too
my supports are strong
and i’ve got to move along
without you
and you should too
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my words can only hold so much meaning
unless of course you’re actually listening
it’s hard to tell when all of it’s happening
obscured by everything that’s distracting
like the time we sat in the parking lot of the bar
we talked about the times and how they’ve changed
how far we come and mistakes that we’ve made
our choice in friends, the things we’ve said to them
that sealed our fate and pushed us away from them
the one’s that stayed we honor and love them
i drove you home and got out of the car
and asked if i could come inside
you said it’s getting late, we should get some sleep
better luck next time
so i just drive
but in my dreams you felt different
there’s no feelings regarding the past or the future
all we need to know is right now
you look me in the eye and you hold me like
we were going to die
i woke you up and told you i’m afraid to die
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we managed to stay sane
06:29
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i’ll wait for you
i’ll stay up all night
i’ll melt in the light
until you see me
you may not know it now
but one day we’ll make history
the night you fell into my lap with your tears and all your problems
i knew
we both knew
i’ll wait for you
i’ll stay up all night
i’ll melt in the light
until you see me
conflicting principles
got in our way
but we manage to stay
sane
you held me tighter than ever before
i felt safe in your sweaty hands
you may not know it yet
but one day we’ll make history
i’ll wait for you
i’ll stay up all night
i’ll melt in the light
until you see me
you held me tighter than ever before
i felt safe in your sweaty hands
you may not know it yet
but one day
until then, i hope we consciously process the foreshadows that we cast upon each other
until then, i hope we remain the paper weights that hold each other down to the table
until then, i hope we ease our way into something more than this
until then,
i hope you see me
until then
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Galeer Providence, Rhode Island
galeer is an indie/emo project out of MA/RI.
Shane Muir- Vox/Guitar
Gilmar Perez - Guitar
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