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until

by Galeer

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It seems That life has turned out harder than I planned since I was 13 No stress, no bills, no worries No surveys, telling nobody how I feel I drive, I have a job, I have someone at home who loves me dearly That should be enough But standards set too high have dug me in this hole that I cant climb out of Just a few feet short What happened to the doctor telling me I’d be 8 feet tall, taller than the wall It’s all bullshit Or it seems to be I could be wrong, I could be a fool But show me how I can make things change for good Show me the way back home Just show me the way
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Just show me the way
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Curled up in the shower I really miss your embrace I’ve been in there for hours And I really just need to see your face You never told me that you Had all this on your plate So now I’m curled up in the shower Until the skin melts off my face Your touch Your scent Your uncanny cadence Has me reeling Curled up in the shower Flurries of thoughts in my head Been in there for hours And I just cant reach my bed You never told me that you Saw the same stars as me So now I’m curled up in the shower Until you open your eyes and see Your touch Your scent Your uncanny cadence Has me reeling Curled up in the shower Reduced to a skeleton Been in there for hours Nobody has checked in “You never told me that you Lived all alone inside your head” So now I’m curled up in the shower and I might as well be dead
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a single view straying from a single phrase you can't always be right and neither can i we are different a keyboard is what you're bound to but i guess that you gotta do what you gotta do
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my devices 02:47
until then i left with my only devices new revelations every week i seem to find myself in a cycle of feeling let down and brought back up from the constant shift in feelings at this point i’m just waiting for you to jump the gun like i would you’re a much better person than i and i only think of me myself and i its not the best way to live but i need a better sense of loneliness i wanna drive to clear my mind but my car is broken down my car is wrecked i wanna feel the touch of a lover’s skin but all i feel is alone in this town for now i will remain asleep until the opportunity i have been waiting for years for finally arrives at my doorstep until then until until then i'm left with my only devices until then
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knocked the glue on the floor and told you how its gotta be you’re the other party but i gotta make this decision for me faked a smile so no one would know i took the bus to where i felt home spent my dollars on all i know watching Community is the only sense of community i feel i don’t feel real wandered off to my bliss my only distraction and its not the best kept me safe felt like home my only distraction my selfish mind my selfish mind watching Community is the only sense of community i feel it's all for real watching Community is the only sense of community i feel i don’t feel real took you down from the wall to prove to myself im stronger after all im stronger after all your memories they still haunt me even though you’re gone but im moving on im moving on
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i spend most evenings staring at the wall begging the stale air to provide me with some kind of warmth cus youre not there these songs are all i have to remind me of the pain that i was brought my 70s record player shifts its pitch up and down and it reminds me of the change in your tone you did alot of good for me but its clear enough to see the better half of 2 years was spent unhappy i spend most evenings talking to myself remind the coward inside that everything's alright i’m done with being on a leash i don’t deserve this no one deserves this wake up call time to go open your eyes i’m sick of hearing your name every time you come up and i don’t want to no i don’t want you my supports are strong and i’ve got to move along without you and you should too my supports are strong and i’ve got to move along without you and you should too
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my words can only hold so much meaning unless of course you’re actually listening it’s hard to tell when all of it’s happening obscured by everything that’s distracting like the time we sat in the parking lot of the bar we talked about the times and how they’ve changed how far we come and mistakes that we’ve made our choice in friends, the things we’ve said to them that sealed our fate and pushed us away from them the one’s that stayed we honor and love them i drove you home and got out of the car and asked if i could come inside you said it’s getting late, we should get some sleep better luck next time so i just drive but in my dreams you felt different there’s no feelings regarding the past or the future all we need to know is right now you look me in the eye and you hold me like we were going to die i woke you up and told you i’m afraid to die
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i’ll wait for you i’ll stay up all night i’ll melt in the light until you see me you may not know it now but one day we’ll make history the night you fell into my lap with your tears and all your problems i knew we both knew i’ll wait for you i’ll stay up all night i’ll melt in the light until you see me conflicting principles got in our way but we manage to stay sane you held me tighter than ever before i felt safe in your sweaty hands you may not know it yet but one day we’ll make history i’ll wait for you i’ll stay up all night i’ll melt in the light until you see me you held me tighter than ever before i felt safe in your sweaty hands you may not know it yet but one day until then, i hope we consciously process the foreshadows that we cast upon each other until then, i hope we remain the paper weights that hold each other down to the table until then, i hope we ease our way into something more than this until then, i hope you see me until then

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i've come to realize very recently how much power music really has. it is a healing mechanism, and over the summer it has helped me become more vocal about my feelings. this album, titled "until" focuses on the overbearing emotions of uncertainty regarding the future, as well as self care and being independent. thank you for listening if you did, and please share this with your friends and family. <3

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released September 16, 2018

a huge portion of this was done on my own but i will extend a big thank you to sue, rick, emily, gil, erin, miranda, landon, iain, and hannah for always pushing me to be better. there are plenty of people who i should properly thank for their kind words of support, but the list could go on forever. you know who you are.

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Galeer Providence, Rhode Island

galeer is an indie/emo project out of MA/RI.

Shane Muir- Vox/Guitar
Gilmar Perez - Guitar
Matt Herzog - Bass
Iain Brouwer - Vox/Drums

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